{"id":168,"date":"2004-02-22T02:05:21","date_gmt":"2004-02-22T01:05:21","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=168"},"modified":"2004-02-22T02:05:21","modified_gmt":"2004-02-22T01:05:21","slug":"chronic-kleptomania","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/02\/22\/chronic-kleptomania\/","title":{"rendered":"chronic kleptomania"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;m a thief.<\/p>\n<p>i steal other people&rsquo;s looks &#038; attitudes &#038; i fix them to make them my own. there&rsquo;s so much to it.<br \/>\nso much of what i&rsquo;m not.<br \/>\nso much of what i can neither have, nor give.<br \/>\nso much universality, still.<br \/>\nso much of myself, too.<\/p>\n<p>i&rsquo;m a thief.<br \/>\ni use other people&rsquo;s brilliance &#038; talent &#038; beauty to have my pictures radiate with something that was never mine in the first place.<br \/>\ni steal their moments of abandonment to the world, the short unconsciousness of their beings, their poses &#038; smiles, their glances, their thoughts sometimes, even.<br \/>\ni draw the line between them and themselves.<br \/>\ni borrow a part of them for the time of a snapshot, the things that weren&rsquo;t meant to be seen &#038; noticed, the things that should have vanished.<br \/>\ni capture intimacies &#038; identities &#038; secrecies.<br \/>\ni steal everything. &#038; fix it.<br \/>\nforever.<\/p>\n<p>i&rsquo;m just a life kleptomaniac who doesn&rsquo;t want to be cured.<br \/>\nyeah, i&rsquo;m just a thief.<\/p>\n<p>what a failure.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;m a thief. i steal other people&rsquo;s looks &#038; attitudes &#038; i fix them to make them my own. there&rsquo;s so much to it. so much of what i&rsquo;m not. so much of what i can neither have, nor give. so much universality, still. so much of myself, too. i&rsquo;m a thief. i use other [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-unfinished-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=168"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/168\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}