{"id":176,"date":"2004-02-29T16:39:40","date_gmt":"2004-02-29T15:39:40","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=176"},"modified":"2004-02-29T16:39:40","modified_gmt":"2004-02-29T15:39:40","slug":"still-what","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/02\/29\/still-what\/","title":{"rendered":"still what&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>sunday. <\/p>\n<p>i don&rsquo;t really know how i feel. too cold and too hot.<br \/>\nthe pressure is slowly fading away,<br \/>\nbut i&rsquo;m still shaking. exhaustion.<br \/>\ni can&rsquo;t stop moving. i get up, sit down, only to get up again.<br \/>\nmy eyes burn a bit and i&rsquo;m drinking far too much coffee. black and strong.<br \/>\ni haven&rsquo;t slept enough for a couple of weeks, but i have slept too much at the same time.<br \/>\ni don&rsquo;t really know how i feel. <\/p>\n<p>i hope that the music would sooth me a bit. i have to do something.<br \/>\nso i light another cigarette.<\/p>\n<p>300 hundred pictures to look at.<br \/>\n<em>[edit 17.39] 300 hundred :eek: just three hundred, actually. [\/edit]<\/em><br \/>\ni have to choose the best ones, and work on them.<br \/>\ni have to prepare a small exhibition. deadline : 10 days.<br \/>\ni have to plan my week. make the best out of the limited time i have. concerts. probably promo press sessions sometimes soon. the short movie soon, too.<br \/>\ncan i handle everything ? <\/p>\n<p>i can&rsquo;t help but grin when i come to think that i still haven&rsquo;t begun to prospect the musical paper press.<br \/>\ni can&rsquo;t help.<br \/>\ni want to do everything right. perfect. at the right time. perfect.<\/p>\n<p>this perfection thing makes me think about a test i&rsquo;ve taken two days ago, about Jung&rsquo;s typology. it&rsquo;s a bit hard to explain. i&rsquo;m not sure i got it all, actually.<br \/>\nbut i&rsquo;ve found out i&rsquo;m an INFP. i&rsquo;m not going to explain what it is here.<br \/>\njust that my type&rsquo;s description is far too coherent with what i know of myself.<br \/>\nscary.<\/p>\n<p>more work awaits. i&rsquo;m too cold again. shivering.<br \/>\nmaybe i&rsquo;ll have another coffee. black and strong.<br \/>\nstill shaking.<\/p>\n<p>i light another cigarette&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>sunday. i don&rsquo;t really know how i feel. too cold and too hot. the pressure is slowly fading away, but i&rsquo;m still shaking. exhaustion. i can&rsquo;t stop moving. i get up, sit down, only to get up again. my eyes burn a bit and i&rsquo;m drinking far too much coffee. black and strong. i haven&rsquo;t [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-176","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-unfinished-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=176"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/176\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=176"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=176"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=176"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}