am i too cold ?
\nam i pretentious ?
\ncan i just grant something without having to justify myself with the rigid right of the offended ?
\ncould i just have the humily to just say i’d be glad if you called and if we talked and by the way i don’t bite ?<\/p>\n
what was the best way to answer ?<\/em><\/p>\n after one week, i’d stopped hoping. after one month, i’d stopped waiting. after six months, i’d even stopped thinking about it. until… but my phone didn’t ring today and i’m disappointed.<\/p>\n what was the best way to answer ?<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" am i too cold ? am i pretentious ? can i just grant something without having to justify myself with the rigid right of the offended ? could i just have the humily to just say i’d be glad if you called and if we talked and by the way i don’t bite ? what […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-530","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-unfinished-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/530","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=530"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/530\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=530"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=530"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=530"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nuntil i started to read sadness, maybe even pain, maybe even regrets in quick glances, until i felt gazes on my back, behind my moves. they’d replaced the anger i first saw. even my own anger has been dissolved. even when i don’t see the point in forgiving someone until they apologize.<\/p>\n