{"id":534,"date":"2004-10-28T18:43:34","date_gmt":"2004-10-28T17:43:34","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=534"},"modified":"2004-10-28T18:43:34","modified_gmt":"2004-10-28T17:43:34","slug":"embefore-the-voidem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/10\/28\/embefore-the-voidem\/","title":{"rendered":"<em>before the void<\/em>"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/images\/beforethevoid.jpg\" border=\"0\" alt=\"before the void\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em>you arrange and rearrange your aim to shoot at close range, you said i needed the ground i needed to settle down, before the void we waited in vain hoping for the last time that if we didn&rsquo;t move if we didn&rsquo;t look we&rsquo;d stop falling. i watch the fractures now, i trace reminders in the snow knowing everything will be gone by tomorrow but i can&rsquo;t, i can&rsquo;t make a path back to the point where you shot me first. you told my brother i never was the same again, accidental coincidence you called it like you didn&rsquo;t want to explain why you put your finger on the trigger, but it doesn&rsquo;t matter i can take the blame, before the void i won&rsquo;t try to make you understand what deed was sealed with the kiss and the bullet that reached deep into the target, i&rsquo;ll just stand up, so shoot and make up, you said i needed the ground i needed to settle down, i wasn&rsquo;t fierce enough to take revenge but i wanted to change&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>you arrange and rearrange your aim to shoot at close range, you said i needed the ground i needed to settle down, before the void we waited in vain hoping for the last time that if we didn&rsquo;t move if we didn&rsquo;t look we&rsquo;d stop falling. i watch the fractures now, i trace reminders in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-534","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life-on-pause"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/534","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=534"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/534\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=534"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=534"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=534"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}