{"id":293,"date":"2004-06-20T17:05:46","date_gmt":"2004-06-20T16:05:46","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=293"},"modified":"2004-06-20T17:05:46","modified_gmt":"2004-06-20T16:05:46","slug":"my-youngest-brother","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/06\/20\/my-youngest-brother\/","title":{"rendered":"my youngest brother"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>my youngest brother is sixteen. he wears large sweaters with hoods and stuff written on them that i must be too old to understand.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. he will finish highschool next year, and i even if i went to the same highschool, i don&rsquo;t know his teachers.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. he&rsquo;s a big time rock fan, he&rsquo;s in a garage rock band, he sings, he writes songs and he learns to play the guitar. he&rsquo;s played his first concert recently.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. he wants to be a journalist, a movie critic and he has seen movies i&rsquo;ve never heard of.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. he&rsquo;s been to new york, boston and he&rsquo;s just back from russia.<\/p>\n<p>when i&rsquo;ve left my parents&rsquo; place, yesterday, my youngest brother was eleven. he still had quite short dark hair that only curled at the back of his neck, now his hair is a dark pack of beautiful curls that fall on his forehead and his eyes.<br \/>\nhe was as thin as the rest of us, and he still is, but back then, he didn&rsquo;t reach my shoulders, now i&rsquo;m not sure that i reach his.<br \/>\nwhen he was eleven, his teachers were bitches, and i certainly could tell.<br \/>\nwhen he was eleven, he was learning the drums, after giving up the piano. we&rsquo;d had the same teacher.<br \/>\nwhen he was eleven, he came to paris to visit me, and i took him up the eiffel tower, it was the first time for both.<\/p>\n<p>but long before that, i can remember when he was just a few months old and i was allowed to give him his bottle of milk. i can remember when he was about two and would make faces instead of eating, we would found that so hilarious that we would encourage him behind our parents&rsquo; back.<br \/>\ni can remember how he would always fall on his head, and the scar that his multiple ground experiences left on his forehead ; it went with him through his childhood, but i can&rsquo;t remember if he&rsquo;s still got it now.<br \/>\ni can remember how i pushed him from the piano bench while playing &#8211; obviously not the piano &#8211; when he was six and me fourteen, and that he hurt bad the back of his head and bled.<br \/>\ni can remember when i&rsquo;d pick him up from kindergarden and would hold his tiny tiny hand in mine.<br \/>\ni can remember how we&rsquo;d help him build cities of legos, and play with him with his cars and his zoo, even if we were much too old to enjoy that on our own, i remember that back then, it was fun only because it was with him.<br \/>\ni can remember when i&rsquo;d go wake him up from his afternoon naps, i&rsquo;d always watch him sleep for awhile, then i&rsquo;d lightly kiss his cheek and he&rsquo;d almost immediately have a short shiver, before opening his big dark eyes as if he was about to ask me what the hell i think i&rsquo;m doing by waking him up.<\/p>\n<p>my youngest brother is sixteen. he calls me lil&rsquo; sister, and i don&rsquo;t mind it.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. i can never be absolutely sure that it&rsquo;s his voice on the phone, whenever i call my parents&rsquo; home.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen. he&rsquo;s got strong hands and could make me eat the ground anytime.<br \/>\nmy youngest brother is sixteen, but when he appears in what i dream, he&rsquo;s still eleven&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>my youngest brother is sixteen. he&rsquo;s not a boy anymore, and not quite a man yet&#8230;<br \/>\ni can&rsquo;t wait to finally meet the person he&rsquo;s becoming.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>my youngest brother is sixteen. he wears large sweaters with hoods and stuff written on them that i must be too old to understand. my youngest brother is sixteen. he will finish highschool next year, and i even if i went to the same highschool, i don&rsquo;t know his teachers. my youngest brother is sixteen. 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