{"id":358,"date":"2004-06-07T14:58:30","date_gmt":"2004-06-07T13:58:30","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=358"},"modified":"2004-06-07T14:58:30","modified_gmt":"2004-06-07T13:58:30","slug":"for-bad-or-for-worse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/06\/07\/for-bad-or-for-worse\/","title":{"rendered":"for bad or for worse."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;m impatient and undecisive.<br \/>\ni can&rsquo;t stand myself and i&rsquo;m oversensitive.<br \/>\ni fear rejection and i fear any kind of love even more.<br \/>\ni&rsquo;m paying a price for <del>something<\/del> everything i could never <del>have<\/del> buy.<br \/>\ni can&rsquo;t move and i&rsquo;m unstoppable.<br \/>\ni can watch but never be a part of.<br \/>\ni want to be alone but i don&rsquo;t want to be left alone.<br \/>\ni need to give and i need consideration.<br \/>\ni&rsquo;m not pretty but i can smile.<br \/>\ni&rsquo;m self-orientated and i don&rsquo;t care about myself.<\/p>\n<p>now from here, nothing <em>bad<\/em> can happen to me. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;m impatient and undecisive. i can&rsquo;t stand myself and i&rsquo;m oversensitive. i fear rejection and i fear any kind of love even more. i&rsquo;m paying a price for something everything i could never have buy. i can&rsquo;t move and i&rsquo;m unstoppable. i can watch but never be a part of. i want to be alone [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-358","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-unfinished-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=358"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}