{"id":439,"date":"2004-08-12T01:27:20","date_gmt":"2004-08-12T00:27:20","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=439"},"modified":"2009-03-02T06:10:47","modified_gmt":"2009-03-02T05:10:47","slug":"not-scared-not-terrified","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/2004\/08\/12\/not-scared-not-terrified\/","title":{"rendered":"not scared, not terrified&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;ve met my very first press editor today.<br \/>\ni think it went well.<br \/>\ni&rsquo;m fine. i&rsquo;m not completely realizing yet how it&rsquo;s going to be to get published, to get assignments, the kind you can&rsquo;t screw up, the kind where you have to follow rules and precise demands, how it&rsquo;s going to be to earn money from it, how i&rsquo;ll feel when i&rsquo;ll see my name there.<br \/>\ni&rsquo;m nervous. i&rsquo;m confident. i have a thousand things in mind now.<br \/>\nlike what it means to earn my living with my talent &#8211; and a lot of work -, like how am i going to learn to work and not just make pictures without really thinking about it, like&#8230;<br \/>\nit&rsquo;s a job, and it isn&rsquo;t a job at the same time.<br \/>\ni can say <em>my<\/em> editor, i can say <em>my<\/em> journalist &#8211; because she calls me <em>her<\/em> photographer -, and maybe i&rsquo;ll come to say <em>my<\/em> magazine even.<br \/>\neverything&rsquo;s new. everything&rsquo;s strange.<br \/>\nand i feel new. and i feel very strange.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&rsquo;ve met my very first press editor today. i think it went well. i&rsquo;m fine. i&rsquo;m not completely realizing yet how it&rsquo;s going to be to get published, to get assignments, the kind you can&rsquo;t screw up, the kind where you have to follow rules and precise demands, how it&rsquo;s going to be to earn [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-439","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-le-plus-hum-metier-du-monde"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=439"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1036,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/439\/revisions\/1036"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=439"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=439"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/julietterobert.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=439"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}