29.03.2004 | 17:11
day four
29.03.2004 | 12:43
huh…gooooood and-uh
awesome and also…
uh…sunny, no that’s the weather today, but yeah
well, wonderful,
but hmmm…
i’m so fucking scared, so fucking scared, so fucking scared…
i picture this [ ? ]
…so fucking scared of nothing…
28.03.2004 | 15:22
Cubscouts are screaming,
Needing icescreaming and all the pleasures of June
I’m in a parked car.
Flowers seem friendly and people in hall ways feel walls.
Now it is night time maybe we’re cruising avoiding the anti-cruise.
Oh I don’t really know where we are.
If things get real promise to take me somewhere else,
By the time fear takes me over will we still be rolling and feeling oblivion.
Once in a while the lie in the laughter can burn through a hole in my ears,
Like a man with glasses catching a sunbeam and burning the skin of a kid.
Hypereal fragments disturbing the stagnants of almighty fear.
Well I’ll just go under the water.
If things get real promise to take me somewhere else,
By the time fear takes me over will we still be rolling and feeling oblivion.
So don’t leave me here on my own.
So don’t leave me here on my own.
If things get real promise to take me somewhere else,
By the time fear takes me over will we still be rolling and feeling oblivion
turin brakes – feeling oblivion
27.03.2004 | 2:52
r?veil : 9h.
lever : 10h. (rendormissage non intentionnel)
retard : 1h.
d?part pour mon avant dernier jour de fnuck : 10h30.
retard : 15 minutes
arriv?e en salle de caisse : 10h58.
retard : 13 minutes
arriv?e en caisse : 11h05.
retard : 5 minutes.
mort lente et gelage de cul sous la clim de 11h05 ? 14h.
13h02 : derni?re clope avec ma pote V. en salle de pause clope.
14h16 : arr?t panini avant de courir au trom.
14h32 : arriv?e et perdage aux alentours de pernety.
tournage, stress & photos de 14h46 ? 20h02.
tournage, joints, rigolades, photos & making of de 20h02 ? 1h30.
1h59 : arriv?e chez moi.
2h12 : fin d’upload des 60 premi?res tofs sur mon ordi.
2h55 : fin d’upload des 210 autres tofs.
je n’ose vous parler des pr?visions pour demain, (fnuck le matin, tournage l’aprem et le soir, photos de soir?e au queen la nuit), ni de celles pour dimanche (tournage toute la matin?e, l’aprem, la soir?e, une partie de la nuit et peut ?tre meme jusqu’au petit matin…), en revanche, lundi, ma journ?e va ?tre bien remplie : comatage sous ma couette all day long !
ps : je crois que j’adore compl?tement mon job et cette vie de dingue, c’est grave docteur ?
26.03.2004 | 0:41
What have I done wrong now?
I’ve made up my mind.
Existing is easy,
Living is hard.
With so much contradiction,
I want someone to believe in…
the electric soft parade – existing
