13.02.2004
sometimes, i do really come to think that everything i do is useless, uninteresting, ugly, pretentious, vain, arrogant and selfish…
yeah, sometimes…
…like right now for instance :|
[edit 21.44] and i’m so fucking scared of disappointing myself. my screen is fucked up too, or is it my eyes ? it’s all pink-reddish, no white anywhere. shit.[/edit]
[edit 2.18] hmmm…now it seems like giving a huge importance to the whole thing…when it’s not that important…just a door open waiting for me to pass it. i’ve passed it, so what ? i hate when i seem like anouncing something…i was just plain bored, alright ?[/edit]