i’m impatient and undecisive.
i can’t stand myself and i’m oversensitive.
i fear rejection and i fear any kind of love even more.
i’m paying a price for something everything i could never have buy.
i can’t move and i’m unstoppable.
i can watch but never be a part of.
i want to be alone but i don’t want to be left alone.
i need to give and i need consideration.
i’m not pretty but i can smile.
i’m self-orientated and i don’t care about myself.

now from here, nothing bad can happen to me.