id?e chip?e chez Lara il y a un bout de temps, mais ? laquelle je n’ai eu envie de m’essayer qu’aujourd’hui…

1. who am I ? / qui suis-je ?
2. who knows me best ? / qui me conna?t le mieux ?
3. how old am I ? (or how old do i feel ?) / quel ?ge ai-je ? (ou quel ?ge mental ai-je ?)
4. the most important thing in my life is / la chose la plus importante dans ma vie est…
5. I always carry / je porte toujours…
6. something I always do / quelque chose que je fais tout le temps…
7. I’m at my happiest when / je ne peux ?tre plus heureuse que quand…
8. on a monday morning, you can find me / le lundi matin, vous me trouverez…
9. my favourite mode of transport / mon mode de transport favori…
10. my eyes are / mes yeux sont…
11. my favourite material posession / ma possession mat?rielle pr?f?r?e…
12. to relax, I like to / pour me relaxer, j’aime…
13. the town I live in is / la ville dans laquelle je vis…
14. my worst habit / ma pire habitude ou manie…
15. my guilty pleasure / mon plaisir coupable…
16. when I look at someone, the first thing I see is / quand je regarde quelqu’un, la 1?re chose que je vois…
17. I think is beautiful / ce que je trouve beau…
18. one thing I can live without / quelque chose sans laquelle je pourrais vivre…
19. one thing people don’t know about me / quelque chose que les gens ne savent pas ? propos de moi…
20. my life is / ma vie est…

anything that isn’t the truth isn’t a lie, see and understand whatever you want to…
also, of course, there are a lot of double meanings. but i’m sure you didn’t need me to say this..

soundtrack : distant sun – crowded house

we can help you, we can free you, we can optimize you, we can save you,
we have the experience of centuries, we have the knowledge of the crowd,
we are proved right, we have the truth,
we aren’t invisible, we are popular, we are everywhere,
we can bind your eyes, we can blind your mouth
we can magnetize you, we don’t tell lies,
we can give you beliefs, we deliver certitudes, we can settle you down,
we can take your fears, we can absolve your crimes,
we give the truth,
we believe in destiny, we believe in good fortune, we rule financial markets,
we can make you rich, we guarantee instant happiness,
we care about you, we can give you confidence, we can give you love, we don’t need you to need us, we don’t force you to need us, we can teach you trust,
we anihilate pain, we don’t know violence, we have the logic of the number, we have the weigh of the masses, we can carry the world until its end,
we are the knowledge of the average, we are the truth.

– i’ve tried to go outside today. i thought it would be daylight after all this time. i know it hasn’t been hours or days, maybe months, maybe years who knows ? who really knows ?
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– i remember i told you that the walls could open sometimes, well maybe they don’t, maybe not…
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– i should have a closer look tomorrow tonight i can’t and i’m not alone and it’s raining in the walls. i wish i’d hoped for daylight but i forgot and now it’s too late. too late.
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– did i tell you it’s raining in the walls ?

– i think i’ve found out where you and your angels come from, i don’t know if i’m supposed to tell you this, but you don’t mind, do you ?
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– i was right, the walls can open, now there’s a door in the elevator i call it the elevator door, i sat in front of the elevator door for a long time i was waiting for you but i don’t think you came i can’t remember if you came i can’t remember much…
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– i see you’ve left me some pills again maybe i’m going to take them and maybe i’m going to climb to reach the elevator door, i’m not afraid to, i’m not afraid to fall. not anymore.
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– tell me that even if i stop looking at it the elevator door won’t close…

– your angels were on the phone but i can’t bother to pick or hang up these days, tell them i’ve got some food and a fire and i can take care of myself now.
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– and i heard whispers through the receiver last night, i heard you asked them if i’m alright, i’m fine i try to be alone, when i can’t i just lay down and look at the walls. did you know they open sometimes ?
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– did you ever see that ?
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– i have to move now. i’m tired of looking at the phone i’m tired of trying to talk. tell your angels not to call anymore i’m too tired.