tales of winter

(oui une photo par jour, on bat tous les records l? mais c’est peut-?tre parce que j’ai bien envie de faire ma geek et de jouer ? wow, mais c’est strict verboten, je commence ? ?tre trop vieille pour faire ma geek et c’est bien dommage. donc pour compenser, y’a plus qu’? scanner ? la cha?ne et remplir mon nouveau site de photos, d?rusher des vid?os et bosser des photos en retard en ?coutant jos? gonzalez. apr?s j’aurais plus qu’? arr?ter de fumer et je serai devenue presque raisonnable.)

tales of winter


Pinback – How we breathe

(now i have a panoramic camera
h?h?h?)

the best thing with being alone (and a half **) for a few days in your favorite big house is — obviously — to be on your own in your big house for a few days. with all this situation implies of tea, pictures, coffee, good food, long walks on the beach and in the country, doing nothing, tea, fire in the chimney, reading, taking more pictures, long nights of sleep, silence, good music, all combined or in a random order.
the next best thing with being alone for a few days in your favorite big house is to decide that it’s time to come home.
so i’ll be back on friday, with my new camera and about a dozen rolls of film. (which i really don’t have the money to have processed, but that’s a different matter entirely. if you’re my banker, i apologize. if you’re my father eeerrr… i apologize too. if you’re a savior, i have a paypal account. if you owe me money, now is always a good time. if you don’t care and just want to see new gorgeous pictures, that’s still fine, it’s exactly what i want, too.)

oh and happy and beautiful new year and stuff to you all. yes, the four of you who still read me sometimes ;p
this year, i’ll pretend to believe in new year’s resolutions so i’m making one good “resolution” but it won’t count if i tell it. (and no, it’s not to stop smoking)(it’s not to be a better person either)(or to have a lover)(there are things you just have to give up sometimes, you know?)

(**) : yep, the half is psychocat, first because she’s small but mostly because she’s so scared of everything here that i only saw her tail sometimes and heard the sounds of her frantic runs for places to hide)(she’s taken too much after me, i see it now)

but i long for this place i’ve never been to and that i know yet somehow. and as i watch the stars of light made up by reflections and an endless moon behind the clouds, i’m reminded of it, some red sands, sharp mountains and dry bushes i’ve never seen, it’s all buried deep inside me and as i watch slow motion water flow in my screen, i’m mesmerized, i’m hypnotized and i’m hoping it’s washing it all away but i have to find the right speed first.
well, if i don’t fly the whole mess into the sea first… that’s always been the thing with me. i’m already so far.
i long for this place i’ve never laid my eyes upon, for i believe it’s strangely connected to who i am or will be.
i have the right speed.
i only have to find the right music now.
then follow its rhythm.